Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Winds of Change

What do you do when signs start popping up massively and kicking you in the face with a steel cleat golf shoe? Do you ignore them? Especially if they involve a major life change? What if they don't let you ignore them? What if they lead you where you don't expect it. One of the least likely places you expected. Do you follow their commands? Especially if you asked whatever spiritual guidance you prefer for them. This is the quandary my family and I are in right now. I use to not be afraid. I'd get signs and I just went for it. Oh, it's that little thing is called responsibility! That's it! Well, I am seriously beginning to believe that responsibility is WAY overrated! When I was growing up, everyone talked about becoming responsible. If I knew what it entailed, I would've never gone for it. Now I'm stuck trying to make a difficult decision and the signs are pulling me opposite of where I thought they would go. It's scary. I'm not use to being unnerved at all. So do I ignore the signs because I am kind of scared or do I follow my instincts and the signs and do what I think is right? What would you do?